Once again I left alone in an empty room
Every doors are closed in front of me
For one more time
I stood still with an ever traveling mind
That never stops questioning my deeds
My heart also accompanies him
With hopes and daydreams
Just to maximize the depth of my pain
Never I was prepared for a failure
Even though it knocks my door many a time
It is easy to preach the ways
For dealing with a failure
But no one can face it with a smiling face
The questions I am going to face
Adds the degree of my fear
So many ‘why’s’ and so many ‘what’s’
are making me sleepless now
They will set examples of how
I disgrace their dignity in past
and ask Why am I repeating it again
Skillfully forgetting what they all
Did to my dreams
The inquirers will never understand
The hardship of a dancing bird with tied legs
Everyone will join the company of the inquirers
and victoriously find faults in me
without considering my loneliness
They will kill me with their words
but never I die which is the hardest of all
I will have to hear all of them
without opening my mouth
But I surely get benefit from this
I will understand what am I for them
All their frustration will automatically
come out from their mouth
Yes, sometimes failure is also for good
Am I the only reason for my failure?
Or does fate has any role in it?
My God
If every thing was already written
why you are giving unnecessary hopes for all
and crush it without mercy?
Are we all a time pass to you?
Or is it the way you punish
mankind for the first man’s disobedience?
Such kind of uncountable questions
unknowingly arouse in my mind
In reply to that
My mind said, this is life
My brain said to find the possibilities left for me
and my heart said with hope”Move on”
What else the heart can say
as it is the most ambitious one in the world.
I listen to it and get ready to move on
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